Odd Supreme

Confidence and perfection

I have the biggest pet peeve, and it’s the fact that I can’t stop looking in the mirror, and staring in my own eyes and telling all my flaws to myself. Especially that I’m a guy haha.

Everything, I mean from head to toe.

There’s not a thing I don’t like about myself except for my smile. 

But sometimes I just tell myself that’s all I really need: a smile to keep me pumping through the day.

Well, for those that are terrified when they look at their reflection, just smile and tell yourself who really needs to have the most beautiful or handsome face in the world. Why not feel comfortable and confident about yourself, and only you. 

Reminder: smile back, always. 

Love

“Love, for better or for worst, I still will choose you first” - musiq soulchild 

I think this quote relates to me the most. That no matter how things go throughout the day, no matter how many fights you may go through in a day, always fight back with love.

I don’t want to misinterpret anything, but I think I speak for many when I say everyone has that “love” they’ll always have to back track and smile about. 

Some of you might be looking, patiently and eager to find your love.. 

But let’s get real, let me remind you, man is it so hard to find that real true kinda love. 

Keep your head up high, and keep looking forward. Things are alright,

things are.. just fine. 

“What do you look for in a woman?”

Straight up, when I got this question, my first thought was, “her body?” but after a lot of thinking, and noticing I usually look at “her face and eyes”. 

I gotta find her attractive, and that means my self opinion. 

Then she’s gotta be down to earth. Now, some of you might think “nature lover?” Haha, no, I look for a girl that’s got that sense of attitude that’s just nice to be around. Someone that makes you comfortable to be around.

Then comes her body, those hour glass figures. I know some girls work their butts off for that kinda body, and some “killed” to get the body. Man, when I see a fine ass body like that, it’s a total home run from there. 

Those three strikes, and you got me passing out. 

That’s just the main three I think I look for in a women. Nothing special, haha. 

P.S, humor is a plus. 

Friends and crews

Honestly, I’ve personally stopped hanging out with the wrong people. I stopped doing the things I’ve already done experiencing. I even cut back on smoking. I’m proud of it, and I’m all open to my past, because I don’t regret the things I’ve done. 

People look at me so differently though. Some fear me, are intimidated, and I’m a down to earth kinda guy who just wants to interact with everyone, anyone. 

But I can tell when someone is uncomfortable around me, because they’ll put their head down, and they wouldn’t want to talk. 

I hate that I had an image of intimidation of me. People didn’t really learn who I was, and how I coped it. 

I just wanted to hang with the right friends and the good crews. I got plenty of friends now, but not enough ones to trust. 

Reminiscing

I don’t know why.. 

But I constantly miss you, and we don’t even talk no more. I thought I grew out of that love. Even when you didn’t pick me, when you broke me, I still stayed as your “best friend”. 

I still ask myself why.. 

Why are you still constantly running through my mind? Even when I went through multiple females, you still were in the back of my mind. That something in me still kept telling me, I still loved you. 

And I don’t usually show it..

But I try so hard to get through a day without having you pop up in my head. If I go a day without you, right when I’m trying to fall asleep, you come tormenting my mind. 

I’m laying on my side, telling myself I want to remember, then turn right around and tell myself to think of something else. 

Maybe it’s just as simple as it is…

I never really stopped missing you…

I just..

got use to missing you..

for the rest of my life.